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20/01/2019

Kelly Clery
Struggling so much I don’t know how I’m going to get through this week.
Today especially as your doctors appt was today and you said No more treatment I relive this conversation over and over. Why you, why did you go 💛

20th January 2014
Oncology appointment

The day had arrived to see what treatment was available. Her doctors talked us through things and Kelley turned to him and said is this treatment going to make me better. He replied and said No Kel but it will give you more time. Kelly is down to 39 kilos now and her strength is so weak. The doctors talked about side effects of this chemo and Kelly asked even though she researched if she would loose her hair. No one could touch Kelly’s hair.

Kel turned to me and said Mum what should I do, I wanted her to say so badly yep lets do this, but she looked at me and grabbed my hand and said I’m sorry Mum I cant do it, its going to make me sicker and I am just so tired and I can’t fight this anymore.
I put my head in my hands and sobbed like a baby, she hugged me and said its okay mum I gave it the best fight I could but I can’t do it.

The doctors talked to us about thing and they asked Kelly if she had any questions. Kelly asked how long, he started to reply and I said I don’t want to hear this, I don’t want to know how long left I have with my daughter. I waited outside and sobbed.

About 20 minutes later the team of doctors wheeled Kelly back out, she was cracking jokes with them and laughing. The doctors looked at me and smiled and whispered you have one amazing daughter. I replied I know…..

We were driving home over the westgate and I asked Kel how did you go with the doctors, the cheeky bu**er said you didn’t want to know. I want to hear it from you…
She grabbed my hand and said Mum I have 2 – 4 weeks, I turned and looked at her and screamed NO….
I cried all the way home and she held my hand so tight reassuring me that it was okay. This brave kid thinking about me and not herself. Wiping my tears as I drove .
Now how was I’m going to tell her sisters and brother.

I rang her Dad and broke down and told him, he drove home as soon as he could and just held her so tight and cried. I rang Simone as soon as I got home and she broke down into tears,
Megan was at home already and went into her room and broke down. I rang her brother at work and he collapsed they got him a taxi to come home. Our house was quiet no one knew what to say.

Kelly’s best mates came over and I told them, they cried and screamed and I left them to have some time with Kel. She was making them laugh and telling them that she was going to be okay.
She wasn’t scared….. she just didn’t want to leave everybody…

19/05/2018

I need all of your help !!!
Kelly’s favourite little girl from childcare Grace. Her family became a big part of our lives when Kelly was going through treatment well they need your help now
Grace’s older sister Abby has been diagnosed with cancer and they are raising money to support children’s cancer.
If you can help it would be very much appreciated ###

Despite a love affair with our hair, this weekend we plan to set this aside for a far greater love, the love we have for our niece. In support of Abby and many others living with this condition, PT and I will be shaving our beloved locks in an effort to raise both social awareness and much neede...

15/05/2018

Today we said good bye to a very special person in our lives.
Dr Hampton was Kelly’s doctor he was an amazing support to Kelly during her treatment but he was the most caring person around.
He would visit Kelly at anytime day or night, weekends or his day off there was nothing he would do for her.
I send my condolences to his family and hope that he is now resting in peace.

08/03/2018

Kelly’s story has been put on bowel cancer Australia page.
For women fighting or have lost there lives to bowel cancer.
Kelly’s wish is getting heard please keep sharing 💛💛

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25/01/2018

My beautiful girl how I miss you so much not a day goes by that you are not in my thoughts.
Today marks 4 years that you closed those beautiful green eyes and whispered love you forever Mum.
My life is not the same anymore but I am putting one foot in front of the other.
My family is my rock and without my 3 beautiful children and my two grandkids I would be lost and in a much worst phase of my life.
My heart is aching so much today it hurts so much.
I can feel you around so much this morning I can feel you giving me big hugs. No one can ever heal my pain but Kel you have had an impact on so many lives since you have gone. Your story has saved so many lives but also has changed peoples look of life and how we must cherish what we have.
This year Kel you have pushed and pushed me to get my life in some sort of order and I finally took a big step in going back to work and I have the most amazing bunch of work colleagues I could ever ask for there support and love.
You would be so proud of your siblings.
Your older sister Simone is an amazing Mum and your two nephews my god how much you would of adored them. They point out your photo and blow you kisses. They call you Kiks and look at your star all the time.
Matt has just not long come back from travelling one of the things you loved doing. He loved it as much as you did and now had the travel bug.
Megan oh my god how much is she like you, things she says, the goofy laugh but the most thing Megan has taken from your words of advise is To Live Life to the fullest and that is what she does.
Today is hard, the rest of my life it is going to be hard but I swear .
Pinky swear love you forever
We will be having a drink for you today look down on us and catch the balloons we send you filled with all our love.
Love you my angel 💛💛💛

Featuring I Will Always Love You by Whitney Houston

14/09/2017

Sitting here, reflecting on my life without you here.
During the past three years my life has changed I'm not the same person anymore there is something missing and that missing piece is you.
I still can't believe that you have gone and I wake up every morning wishing it was a bad dream.
I still go through my mind every hospital appointment, every treatment and my god you fought so hard to be here. Your body, mind went through so much at 21 and you were always so positive about it.
I lay awake wondering what if I did this or what if I did that would of it changed anything.

The message is slowly getting heard about bowel cancer but still not enough about young people that also can get it. I will keep fighting to get awareness out there about this horrific disease. My hope and my sim is to get your foundation up and running with the support of my amazing family, friends and your friends that have supported me in so many ways,

Your words to me and your brother and sisters was to live your life to the fullest and have no regrets. Your brother is travelling overseas following in your footsteps and seeing what you loved to do. Your older sister simone has two beautiful children and is the worlds best mum to them just like you knew she would be and your baby sister is at uni like you told her to do and was always the one that pushed her to succeed.
Me I struggle everyday but hide behind a smile that I put on everyday because my life will never be the same, I did what you told me to do eventually I went back to work with an industry that was close to us both. My workmates are amazing and have supported me going back to work. Only a few weeks ago they finally got to meet you at your beautiful grave site.

Loosing a child is one of the hardest things a parent goes through and something they never ever get over but always try and put a brace face on. Some days are always tougher than others.
To all the parents that have lost a child I give all the love in the world to the people battling bowel cancer you fight your hardest and never give up. I will fight everyday to help find a cure for bowel cancer I don't want any other family to go through what I have been through.
I will get your foundation done and support young people in our local community who are going through cancer.
Bowel cancer/ cancer you suck !!!!!!

Pinky swear love you forever 💛💛💛

14/05/2017

Kelly one of the hardest days today Mother's Day. I came and visited you this morning and we shared a coffee together and I brought you a hot chocolate. All I wish for on Mother's Day is to hold you in my arms and kiss you and tell you how much I love you.
Pinky swear love you forever.
One of my favourite photos of us climbing the Sydney harbour bridge we did it together and a day I will treasure forever

26/01/2017

Kelly Clery

Happy Australia Day or if I know it now as Kelly's Day.
Today three years ago you closed those beautiful green eyes for the last time as I held you in my arms. As we listened to Matt Corby and your favourite song Resolution.
You fought a hard battle of the f... up thing called cancer and you fought your hardest to stay with us.
A year, a month, a week or a day does not go pass that you are not on my mind.
You said to me in your final moments as you held my hand and looked at me and said pinky swear love me forever. My angel I will love you for a infinity and beyond.
Looking up at the stars tonight I know you are watching over us and blowing kisses down to us.
I wish there was a stair way to heaven if I could just come for a visit to hold you in my arms again.
Sweet dreams my angel
I love you forever 💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛

Featuring It Always Will Be by Merle Haggard

23/12/2016

Well it's that time of the year again. Kelly's favourite time of the year but a time of the year I would like to forget. Today is the day the doctors tried to keep you in hospital for Christmas and told me the most awful news that replays in my mind all the time. There is no more treatment.
All I wanted was you to be home for Christmas and I got it.
Now Christmas all I want is something I will never get. I won't be able to hold you and give you a kiss. I will come and have breakfast with you and bring your present but I don't like this time anymore.
I struggle to sleep and what keeps me going are my 3 beautiful children and my 2 grandsons.
I go into a shell and hide myself away until the festive season is over.
To all the followers on Kellys story I thank you from the bottom of my heart for all the love and support.
My Christmas wish to you all is to give your kids the biggest hug and tell them how much you love them. If for some reason you are not talking to your kids pick up the phone or message them and tell them you love them because I wish I could tell Kel how much I love her. Don't waste time with your loved ones.
If you are looking for a stocking filler how about getting a bowel test kit. If this message saves on life I'm doing my job.
Happy Christmas everyone ###x

29/11/2016

This is the hardest time of the year.
Kelly's favourite month of the year Christmas.
She loved to spoil everyone and spend Christmas with family and friends. Putting up the Christmas tree always had to be perfect.
Now it's up to me and it never looks as good.
Christmas 2 years ago they told me that it would be your last and you fought so bloody hard to be with us.
Christmas to me will never be the same I struggle to put a smile on my face. I push through because of my kids and my two beautiful grandsons.
Kelly has driven me to get awareness out there to young people about bowel cancer and I am trying as hard as I can. Her story has been something that has touched a lot of people but also has given some people the strength to fight and achieve things they never thought they could do.

My Christmas wish for all that you read Kelly's story is to hug your kids and family and tell them that you love them. I have lost a precious piece of my life and I wish I could hug my daughter and.tell her I love you.

01/09/2016

A beautiful letter from Kelly Clery ###x

My baby sister Megan, Megsy, Meegy
This is probably one of the hardest letters that I have had to write,
I am sitting in bed, knowing my time is coming to an end but I will keep fighting as long as I can. The treatment is not going well and I am so tired…. But you are always there with me day and night no matter what time it is.
My baby sister is turning 18 and I so wanted to be there to help celebrate this special day with you. I wanted to be the first to take you out to a club but this fu**ed up thing called cancer is not going to let me do that.
It so hard to put into words what I want to say because there is so much I need to write about you and trying to put it all in a letter I cant get it right. . I want to be there, I should be there, why can’t it be…
I’m so sorry Megs if I’m not there ….
There is a few things I would like to say about this amazing sister of mine. .
By now you would have lost your braces and I know you would be the most stunning one out of all of us..
These last few months you have been my backbone, we have sat and talked about everything and I think you were the only one that knew the true me and how afraid I was to leave this Earth.
WE cried, we laughed but most of all I told you to live life to the fullest and follow your dreams. Don’t hold back….
The worst fear I have is that I have let you down, I promise Megs I am trying so hard and I know that I promised you that I would always be here for you but if I am not here in person I will be walking with you by your side and if anyone tries to hurt you, I will haunt them…
This is an important year for you also doing your VCE and I hope that you are doing well and I know with all this drama in your life with a sister with cancer, and then probably going to loose a sister with cancer would have been a huge impact in your life and I hope that you have amazing friends that have stood by you and of course that boyfriend haha….
You don’t know how extremely proud I am of you, you aspiration in life, playing netball which you are a super star and I was always so jealous of how good you were. Your personality fills the room, your looks you are going to be a stunner, Your honest opinion on things in life that mean so much to you, Your loyalty to friends and family and I know that they will be hear to support you.
My beautiful sister just be you, don’t let anyone change you in anyway; you are perfect in every single way.
Remember the Macca’s runs, were we would beep at cars and wave at them, or turning the music up full blast coming into the court or playing practical jokes on Mum….. Getting out of the car at round abouts and running around the car. Having the best time., the best laughs and just been sisters.
That bring me to my next point..
The gift I give you for your 18th is my car little beep beep, when you get your license I want you to drive to Maccas on your first drive, by yourself and I will be sitting in the passenger seat with the biggest smile on my face. The music loud and you will know I will be there been so proud of my baby sister. I will be in the car all the time (so no parking)…
Look up at the stars tonight and know that I am watching from far above and been so proud of you Megan.
So from heaven above I would like to wish my baby sister the happiest 18th Birthday.
I love you to the stars and beyond
Pss remember Live your life to the fulliest, follow your dreams and most of all remember I will always love you
Kel ###x

12/05/2016

I'm thinking of a special family for a very hard day tomorrow.
Ian Kapp (kappy) who worked with my husband on a construction site.
Ian was diagnosed with Bowel Cancer just after Kelly.
Throughout Kelly's treatment the Kapp family were in constant contact with us and gave us tremendous support when we lost our beautiful daughter.
This week Ian lost his battle with this terrible disease and tomorrow I will give his wife Faye and the boys all the support I can.
I am sure Kelly will be waiting at the beautiful gate and greeting him with her beautiful smile.
Thinking of you all tomorrow the Kapp family.
All my love ###x