04/06/2026
Still an amazing view...sat watching the boats and listening ti the waves as I type up this post I mentioned last week.
As some of you know I am an advocate for mens mental health and suffer severely myself.
Last week week I had a total breakdown and almost took a trip over these cliffs, luckily (some would say) I decided to take a last drive into the countryside beforehand and ended up doing the collections which is why they quite literally do saved me.
I had felt it coming on and building for a few weeks prior and even now its still a battle in my head and I have no idea if im winning or losing.
I know the stress and pressure on most small business ovmwners is getting harder and I really don't know how business owners who make it look easy do it, maybe they are just built stronger, or maybe I am doing something wrong, maybe I should just think sod it and not care, not give anything back, cut what I do and pay myself.
I may be still fighting but we never know if we will be here tomorrow even though tomorrow is a new day.
Anyway thats probably enough of my rambling and most of you will be bored by now, so I going to continue listening to the waves and my music then either take a countryside drive or a hike