15/12/2022
Art and word dump.
This year has been so full on with starting my first year at art school, 1 planned and 2 unexpected surgeries for my jaw, moving into my first house with my boyfriend, loosing a family member, other family members having health issues, getting back into team sports and basically burning myself out mentally and physically by putting too much on my plate😅
With that being said, I’m making an effort to slow life down and enjoy the journey more. Full time work and study was way too much for me this year, while I love studying art and creating I had no time for my passion projects. I still intend to finish my degree, just at a slower pace and whether that means taking a break for a semester or just doing a few units at a time if that’s what it will take.
Basically I’m putting this out there because I have been feeling SO guilty about this for absolutely no reason 😂 I’ve always known I need to make my mental health a priority but the last few months I’ve let that slip and just completely allowed my intrusive thoughts and depression to take over and isolate myself.
Luckily with support I’ve got help and finally found a doctor that listens to my needs. My art helps me immensely with me ptsd symptoms and I’m feeling a whole of a lot better moving forward with this plan in place. (Ty if you made it this far 🫶🏽 Thankyou for listening xx )